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I’m probably going to post my first few videos here, but I promise I won’t do it anymore after a few. Hey guys! It’s Talon here again, and I know that this isn’t exactly another picture of a beautiful guy, but this is a video that I did make. Sidenote: I wish I would have known my hair looked that bad. I will be using a camera soon enough, but right now, I’m just making due. Now, I will say that I am filming these on my iphone for the time being, so keep that in mind. If I get enough people asking me questions, I’ll even do a question video.Īny feedback is very welcome. SOOO If any of you see this and like it, hit me up and tell me about something you want to see from me in the future. Unfortunately, I don’t really know what videos to do. Seriously though, I kind of love making videos. In today’s video, we talk about the things you can find in my wallet! Now with better lighting and background music. BUT REMEMBER, BIG BOYS YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!
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I just wanted to give everyone an update about what’s going and personally apologize for my absence. We will give you more information about that when we make a decision. But it gets kind of hard to go through and pick a blog of the week every week so I am talking to Duskoe about making this a little different. Well, we were very excited about this prospect at first. If it does, I would LOVE for people to send us questions, submissions, or blogs that we should be looking at. I assume it does, but no one has really had anything to send me, so that’s why we don’t get much. I don’t even know if this blog itself can get messages. If I did, I think that there would be a constant stream of posts coming from this blog.
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I don’t even know how to queue posts properly. I kind of have no clue what I’m doing here. Don’t get me wrong, I still love all of you and I will never forget you are here, but sometimes things get a little messy for me so I don’t post here much. I have a job that I work all the time, a youtube channel that I want to make sure I don’t forget about, a dog that needs me to take care of her, and games that need to be played. He is a college student who has personal things going on that I don’t think I can comfortably talk about without his permission.
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My co-mod and I are both young men who have lives. Hey everybody, there’s a few things I’ve been thinking about when it comes to this blog and I wanted to address some of them here.